oUT OF control!

Phew... I just don't know where to start.. I've been so busy these days and I felt like I'm totally out of control.. Anyweiz.. I have lots of chika's to say but it's just that I'm runnin' out of time and I still have to make test questions.. But as of now.. Got to go... Lots of work to accomplish.. I'll just post a new one soon... Lab yah!

Work....

At last! I'm done with my teaching demo. The past few days, we've been so relaxed, we are paid while sitting and relaxing.. You see, we just went to work just to sit and do nothing. We are totally relaxed, and got nothing to do but bond with the group. I belong to the grammar class with me Tiying... Actually, we are all girls except for ANDY, our only guy... Books and topics were already given a while ago. And by Monday, hopefully, the students will be arriving and we will be acquainting with them, chit chat.. and a lot more.. We will start the lecture on the third day or fourth day.. So this is it. But still, in two weeks time, they will still observe us and if there is any feedbacks regarding to us, then its buhbye,, But if not, then we can still remain in their company. I'm crossing my fingers, praying that I can still stay.. Well, here is the snap of our group, the Grammar Elite...

(L-R) Georgina, Love, Chu, Shugar, Cyndi, Niña, Gay, Me, and Lourelane.

Updates and all this stuff@!!

It's like this... I'm stuck in the middle of the night trying to update all my blogs, profile's and information about anything to everything.. And how can I possibly miss this out? Hmmm.. Of course, if we relate this to a food, this is the main course!! Yummy... :) Funny isn't it, when you try to relate yourself in the world of blogging and you just can't help but laugh at it 'coz you seem to be so distress with all the updates that you have to do? Whatever... :P But somehow, flexible as I am, I was able to relate myself in this world of blogging and technology (Thank GOD our internet connection is still working)... Good.. at least I can start as to where I have left.. So got nothing more to say.. It's getting really late and I think I have to sleep now. SO much for all this updates, I'm getting more dizzy.. ZZZZZZZZZ...

Back to school!!

Pack up all your things 'coz its back to school already. Certainly, prepare all your notebooks, fluffy pens and jot down all your needs/requirements for this school year. And basically it's back to homeworks, projects and sleepless nights over and over again. As for others, it's a yeehey, 'coz back to school means $$$$ allowance. As for me, I'm looking forward to a new job. Yep, the jobless days is over, I'm about to move on for a new career in my life (not related in my course). Of course, I'm about to try something new, something different (for a change); well at the same time, I'm preparing myself for the upcoming board exam, though I'm really not that prepared and my mind is not in condition in studying, I don't think all the things that I have read will surely be remembered (hope so....) Well, that's it for me, I'll be starting out next week. Hope it will turn out good and hopefully, I'll be able to survive and have a good and positive feedbacks towards my students...

Ps: My new job is about teaching Koreans, ESL for short. Looking forward to start next week..

Pretender

Self-confessed pretender.. That's me.. I have to pretend that I'm okay even though I'm hurting. It's the only way I can get through with it. Why am I still feeling this way? Am I that hard to be understood? I just don't get it.. I simply can't get it... This pain keeps on haunting me.. constantly.. Why are you hurting me? You said you won't hurt me, but why are you doing this to me? Why are you making things so complicated, making this things a bit too hard for me. What did I do? Tell me.. What should I do so that I can no longer feel this pain? You're the only that have caused it, and you're the only one who could ease the pain away... Damn it actually hurts.. Over and over again.. It's killing me slowly... Please don't do this to me.. Will you stop hurting me just for once? I just can't get enough of this pain.. :'(