I really had fun with the training. I learned a lot of things and gained a lot of friends. The people were very competitive and I find it a challenge because these are not just ordinary individuals, they are well trained and for some, they are fluent in English. On the other hand, I was able to gain more confidence in myself now and thank GOD for it. Ever since I submitted myself for this training, I was totally changed. And I've been praying for this many times. I pray that GOD will help me and provide knowledge and would guide me as I go through with this and indeed, he never proved me wrong. HE was with me all throughout the training.
I wasn't really expecting that much. All I ever wanted is to grow, gain more confidence in speaking and be able to achieve something in my life. And with the least expectations that I have, GOD is soooo good that HE made me exceptional. I was really flattered by the comments of my trainer, because of all the students that they had, he really commented on me that I was good and all. It was so flattering at the same time I make sure to remain humble as it is. Really, I feel pressured at the same time. I don't want them to expect anything from me, but now, I feel pressured by all their expectations, with the positive comments that they all have, I don't want them to expect that I am that good, almost perfect and all, I just want to remain simple and silent as it is.
I am pressured in the sense that tomorrow, I'll be having an interview with Ms. Melanie, their head supervisor or trainer or manager (I'm not really sure of her position) but anyways, I'll be having this interview with her, but honestly, I'm too nervous, they said that she is a perfectionist and a meticulous one. And I really have to make such preparations so that I will be able to pass to her standards. I am so nervous and I know that by tomorrow, I'll be running out of words to say or probably lose my control. I really don't know what will happen but I do hope and pray that somehow I hope it will be successful and okay. So help me GOD..
And LORD, I give back all the glory, honor, praises and thanks to YOU. You are the one worthy of the praises and the honor. I wouldn't be this successful if it wasn't for you. I wouldn't be able to gain more confidence if it wasn't for the confidence you have given to me, and with all the praises of the people, YOU are worthy of the praises and not me. 'coz if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be this successful, so thank you LORD. Thank you for guiding me as I answer my interview questions, thank you for the confidence and the answers that you provided me, and lastly, thank you for the knowledge. I offer this success to you and the praises and thanks to you oh LORD. Thank you so much.. I love you with all of me! :) mwaaah!
Training
Yipeeeeeee... I'm quite excited and looking forward working in Manila. Thanks to P20 or People2Outsource, because of them, my ultimate dream of working in Manila won't just be a dream away. I mean, it's not really my dream, but for me, it's something new to me and at least, I could be independent and start living on my own this time. Though, I haven't really passed the tests or interviews, because I just had my first interview a while back and thank GOD I passed the initial interview and thank GOD there were no side comments about my speech, my thoughts and everything. I admit, for me, it was really a disaster, 'coz I jumble mumbled the words and I wasn't really answering his questions in a direct way, I lost my nerve and control and was completely way out of control, even the answers I wrote which I prepared ahead of time so that I will just be reading them, but during my interview, I just can't remember any of my answers, I just answered them to my very best and all but I really thank GOD I passed. There were no side comments, but then, as I assess for myself, I think I need to focus more in answering interview questions, 'coz honestly, the questions are totally nerve wrecking and mind twisting, so it needs a lot of practice and I'm the type of person that once I start to talk, I seem to lose control in everything, but really, looking on the bright side, what I love about myself is that I was able to gain more confidence in whatever I say, even though it sounded like not okay but it was really good and I'm so proud of myself. Weeeeeee... I'm also happy that mingming passed too! Hoping that we would be both hired for HTMT.. I'm really looking forward in working with HTMT. I mean, as I see, they are in top rank and considered as one of the most prestigious call centers in the Philippines and if given a chance to work there, I can really say, that wow, I am not just somebody, I am one of the best. And also looking forward in working with IBM, it's like IBM or HTMT or nothing. Hahahhahaha...
Help me O LORD GOD.. Just like what I told to my interviewer, "this is a once in a lifetime opportunity for me to actually work in Manila and be hired in one of the top most rank call centers nationwide. It's a great honor for me and I would totally treasure the days being spent in the company and expect me to return the favor and the gratitude in accepting me as one of your employees." but this is not the words I actually said, I seemed to forget the exact lines.. hehehehe
As for tomorrow, we need to practice more of our interview skills so that somehow, by the time our final interview will reach, at least we could be able to gain more confidence in speaking and we could actually say what we want to say and let the interviewer be impressed. Wish me luck for tomorrow's exam. I pray that I will pass the exam.
So, help me GOD. :)
Help me O LORD GOD.. Just like what I told to my interviewer, "this is a once in a lifetime opportunity for me to actually work in Manila and be hired in one of the top most rank call centers nationwide. It's a great honor for me and I would totally treasure the days being spent in the company and expect me to return the favor and the gratitude in accepting me as one of your employees." but this is not the words I actually said, I seemed to forget the exact lines.. hehehehe
As for tomorrow, we need to practice more of our interview skills so that somehow, by the time our final interview will reach, at least we could be able to gain more confidence in speaking and we could actually say what we want to say and let the interviewer be impressed. Wish me luck for tomorrow's exam. I pray that I will pass the exam.
So, help me GOD. :)
Wish me luck
It's kinda late at night and I'm still wide awake. I haven't eaten my dinner yet and I don't feel hungry either. I'm not on a diet nor trying to save up my money. I'm just not quite in the mood to eat. Oooops sorry.. Anyweiz, yesterday was tooootally a disappointing day for me and totally frustrating. Its totally depressing but trying to find ways to cope up with it. Today, it seems quite okay, but totally not okay, its never good to say okay 'coz its totally not okay. It's as much as I want to express my frustrations but then too shy to admit such, I'd rather keep it in private than publicized it. Anyways, they say, when one opportunity closes, another door opens. Yesterday one opportunity totally closed its doors but then, here's comes another big opportunity knocking. And I tell you, I'm not born to be a giver-uper! I fight and fight and fight, did I forgot to mention that I am an ultimate fighter? And now, with all the downfalls of yesterday, I am ready to stand up and move on.
By the way, tomorrow, I'll be having my interview from People2Outsource company and also from Northern Transcription. I have lots of appointment for tomorrow and hoping that I would be accepted by the job offer, but if not, still, it's not yet the end of the world. I know, that another door of opportunity will open in GOD's perfect time, besides, I am patiently waiting. (Smile) :)
So I guess, time to end up here. I still need to reprint my resume and my other credentials. Probably tomorrow, I'll also be submitting my resume and other credentials in hospitals too, so as to apply as a volunteer nurse. Just want to make use of my degree and my profession as well.
By the way, tomorrow, I'll be having my interview from People2Outsource company and also from Northern Transcription. I have lots of appointment for tomorrow and hoping that I would be accepted by the job offer, but if not, still, it's not yet the end of the world. I know, that another door of opportunity will open in GOD's perfect time, besides, I am patiently waiting. (Smile) :)
So I guess, time to end up here. I still need to reprint my resume and my other credentials. Probably tomorrow, I'll also be submitting my resume and other credentials in hospitals too, so as to apply as a volunteer nurse. Just want to make use of my degree and my profession as well.
Blogging
I've always thought that blogging is boring but then I find myself so into it. I mean, I had 2 blogs from the blogger site, 1 xanga, 1 myspace, 1 friendster and 1 multiply blog and each of the topic varies from one blog to the other, I even update myself now through twitter, though only 2 of my friends registered but then, as time goes by, never would I imagine, I now have 11 followers. Wow! I'm overwhelmed. Really, even if it's only 11 but still I never thought they would follow me, I'm not a public figure that someone would totally follow or be interested with, I'm just simple from the girl next door, shy and silent. Weeew... Quite flattering really. :)
Anyways, back into this blogging thing, I love to blog because I can always express what I truly feel, no pretentions, nothing to fear, and the fact that I remain anynymous. Way back when I was still in high school, I used to write and scribble down the events of my day and everything in my diary. Believe it or not, I have 6 diaries all in all. But eversince I involved myself in this blogging thing, my diaries remained 6 as it is. And what I truly love about blogging is that I can still keep my secrets, share my experiences, express my frustrations, wishes, dreams and ambitions without nothing to worry about because I can always keep my identity anonymous and it's really all up to me whether I'll reveal it or not, but for me, it doesn't really matter, because this seems to be my online diary, as to where I can pour out my emotions and be myself. But what inspires me most of the time, is having feedbacks and comments about my topic or my blog, may it be my blog design/layout up to the least details of the title of my blog, it feels like, one can relate with the experience/s that I've been going through and someone takes his/her time reading these personal blog of mine. Nothing interesting but glad they find it interesting. Having them around, is totally amazing. But I'm not blogging just to be praised, still, for me, this is who I am, my life and my own self, it's all up to them whether they'll accept me or not, I don't really care.
I've been talking a lot now and it's early in the morning and I'm still wide awake. But you know what? I still don't feel sleepy. I think my sleeping pattern is abnormal but the good thing here is that I still get a lot of sleep despite everything. Hahhaahah!
Even if blogging for others is boring but for me this is my life, my home and my comfort zone. Nothing to hide. Nothing to fear about. Just totally me. And I'm so0000 loving it!
Times up! Time for me to end this conversation with my own self. Time to hit the bed and rest.
PS: Call it Ms. COnfident but without hesitation, I nominated my self to Philippine Blog Awards. I'm not really expecting that much, but at least trying won't hurt a bit either. Besides, this is a free country and I do think I have the talent as well and the qualifications for such, so why not? It's an opportunity already knocking on my door and a blessing as well. Whether I will win or not but the thought that at least I tried! :) And nothing's really wrong with that (I suppose). C:
BUt if you have time, feel free to drop by and nominate my blog. I'm not forcing you to nominate me, it's really all up to you, this is a democratic country, you have your freedom. But if you feel like voting me, then vote for me! :) I'd be glad to! And thanks in advance everyone!!! May GOD BLESS you all!
Curious? Here's the url: http://www.philippineblogawards.com.ph/
Super duper thanks!!!!! Mwah! mwah! mwah! mwah!!!!!! Lotsa lovin!!!!
Boys over flowers
I wanted to share something to all of you yesterday, but due to some work I have to finish and I was quite busy that is why I wasn't able to blog. Yesterday, I uploaded some pics of last Saturday's event which was kuya Rany's belated birthday celebration and at the same time, trying to finish the errand my mom gave to me but still, despite the busy-ness, still I was able to upload all the pictures and was able to post new pics in my twitter too! C:
Anyways, yesterday, I felt lazy and quite not feeling well, so I decided to just stay at home. And since I slept late the other day, I slept early in the morning and woke up late in the afternoon and by the time I woke up yesterday, my sister arrived in the house quite late because she was tasked to deliver the orders and on her way home she passed by the street and saw a street vendor selling pictures of the casts of Boys over flowers, and since she knew I've been following the series and go crazy "kilig" over them, she bought me these wallet size pictures of them. I super love it and super thanks to my sister.
Anyways, yesterday, I felt lazy and quite not feeling well, so I decided to just stay at home. And since I slept late the other day, I slept early in the morning and woke up late in the afternoon and by the time I woke up yesterday, my sister arrived in the house quite late because she was tasked to deliver the orders and on her way home she passed by the street and saw a street vendor selling pictures of the casts of Boys over flowers, and since she knew I've been following the series and go crazy "kilig" over them, she bought me these wallet size pictures of them. I super love it and super thanks to my sister.
So much for all the talk and blah blah's, so here it is:
So that's it for now! Just droppin' by to share my thoughts and my pics as well. Hahahaha.. Till here guys!
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