Pretender

Self-confessed pretender.. That's me.. I have to pretend that I'm okay even though I'm hurting. It's the only way I can get through with it. Why am I still feeling this way? Am I that hard to be understood? I just don't get it.. I simply can't get it... This pain keeps on haunting me.. constantly.. Why are you hurting me? You said you won't hurt me, but why are you doing this to me? Why are you making things so complicated, making this things a bit too hard for me. What did I do? Tell me.. What should I do so that I can no longer feel this pain? You're the only that have caused it, and you're the only one who could ease the pain away... Damn it actually hurts.. Over and over again.. It's killing me slowly... Please don't do this to me.. Will you stop hurting me just for once? I just can't get enough of this pain.. :'(

A simple word yet it means a lot...

Something to look forward to

Words of encouragement

Here's something for you to inspire on: Life is all about ups and downs. Always keep your feet on the ground, stay humble; don't be too arrogant. Well we always have different sides of story, we all face different challenges and learn to handle criticism with a smile. If people hurt you, revenge will not do, rather kill them with kindness, remember it is biblical that you have to love your enemy. Be a friend, learn to listen, appreciate and comfort. Never leave any promises if you ought to break them. Learn from your experiences, like what they say experiences is the best teacher. If you think nobody loves you, well think it over and over again, someone loves you up there.. Count your blessings, learn to be contented. Life is full of challenges and trials, just don't give up, you can make it, you just have to have faith.. Grab some opportunities if there is any. Life is a once in a lifetime experience, so live as if everyday is the last 'coz you could never take back the time. Treasure each moments, seize the day, laugh hard, share what you have learned, grow up, there's always something to look forward, if problems try to pull you down, always look on the bright side and lastly, be yourself, don't pretend somebody you're not. You are a unique creation of GOD. GOD loves you, we all do... :) Till here.. Keep smiling.. Enjoy!!

Not so important...

Nothing really important about this blog of mine.. I feel so sad.. My day turned out to be very upsetting. My boyfriend got mad at me for cancelling our last minute date. I made a promise something that I was able to break (the lunch date).. So sad, he got mad at me. I made his day worst. He never bother to text at all nor let me know how is he doing or whatsoever.. I was so damn worried, I kept on saying sorry 'coz it's not my fault. I did everything I could, but its just that my mom wouldn't allow me, so there's nothing I can do but stay at home. Even up to now, he never left any message or a call at all.. I've been pushing myself already to him, but still no response. Should I stop? I left a message in his comment box in the friendster, I told him that I'll just give him time to cool down.. Am I doing the right thing? =( I'm so damn worried.. Does he even feel the same way? grrr..... I feel like breaking down.. What else does he want? I just don't know what to do.. =(

I couldn't share this to anyone 'coz I know they can't do anything about it. The problem is too personal. All I could ever do is just cry my heart out, so that I could't feel this pain... Damn it kills me...

Nohnoh (front) and Tanya (back)...

I miss my dog Nohnoh, my dog is the only one I can cry on, the only one who understands me and all these things that I'm going through, my listening ear, my bestfriend.. I know Nohnoh is happy in heaven right now.. I miss you Nohnoh Ate... =(

Cebu; the place you don't wanna miss..

The Queen City of the South

Cebu is totally a place you don't wanna miss. Aside from the fact that I am a resident in Cebu; it's unique view, white sand beaches, accomodating and comfortable hotels, and of course, to top it all, the Cebuanos who are very hospitable in nature. With its emerald islands, breathtaking beaches around you with their natural beauty. Sparkling stretches of white sand and crystal waters lie in wait for you in this seaside sanctuary. Do everything or do absolutely nothing, the choice is yours. To top it all you can make Cebu your playground by the sea and unearth an oasis full of unexpected treasures.

Well, I've been living in Cebu for 20 years in my life now and I can say that Cebu is the nicest place to live in. It's the place where you can say that you want to stay for the rest of your life. No wonder, visitors, foreign nationals and balikbayan just can't get rid in coming back to Cebu. Cebuanos are talented people, aside from their own language, which is Cebuano, they know how to speak Tagalog and English as well, talented as we are huh. Well, lots of well-known personalities came from Cebu. Anyweiz, Cebu is more than just a place of relaxation and adventure, surely, it's where your heart will stay. Have fun!! And may you enjoy your stay here in Cebu!

Mt. Manunggal expedition

Wooohoooo!!!!!! At last! Victory is sweet! Finally, I did it! Phew>.. It wasn't that easy huh. Mt. Manunggal expedition finally paved its way. And yes, I've been there. It was a one of a kind experience. I swear, it was really cool. We made our own trail and with all the heavy backpacks that we're bringing and other stuff, feels like I'm joining for the SURVIVOR and indeed luckily I survive. It was a long walk, of course with the blessing of the rain, the slippery rocks, the plants that kept on hitting our legs as we walk along (of course, they too are of the big help 'coz we cling to them when we were about to be slipped), the wet soiled that's quite hard to step on because its slippery, the people I am with, and lastly, the adventure that's totally unforgettable. I had fun with the group I am with, but it's even more memorable when all my superfriends are with me, joining our adventure. It's so sad that they were not able to make it. Haaaii.. Anyweiz.. Looking forward for another rocky mountain adventure. And of course, a pic to remember our adventure! Till another adventure soon... :)

Another adventure to look forward to

SUMMER.. SUMMER.. SUMMER!!! Can't get rid of summer! Tan lines, bikini's, cold drink at hand, beach bums and o, lala, to top it all, the heat of the sun.. Phew... First summer of got nothing to do. Well, I've been spending my summer to the maximum time. From moalboal to malabuyoc and now.. we're up to the mountains.. Yep, indeed, we're going to Mt. Manunggal! Yipeeee... So what's the fuss with it? Hmmm.. adventure and fun!! yeah ryt.. It's been my first time and sad to say, I'm the only girl and there are only a few of us.. But anywayz, I'm up to the view and the experience.. So excited to it... pictures to capture moments and memories that will last a lifetime.. See you then at Mt. Manuggal!!

Yummy donuts!

Who loves to eat donuts? Well, I do.. I'm craving for the sweetness and the taste of Strawberry sprinkled and chocolate sprinkled. YUMMY!!! And its not that expensive, it costs only 10 pesos each. Affordable and within the budget. You can try different flavors for a change. A sure taste that will satisfy your hunger and sweet tooth. :)