Tick tock tick tock tick tock
So, I guess this is it. 2013 is just around the corner and voila, farewell 2012.
Typically I'm the type of gal who makes New Year's resolution even though I never achieve any of them. I'll never get tired of making a list but I'm way too lazy to achieve them. Funny isn't it but that's the truth.Yep, frustrating but somehow I still find it challenging. I may not achieve all of it but it keeps me up to date on what needs to be achieve next. I don't expect all of it will come true though. But anyways, this year, still not an excuse not to make one.I'm not sure what should be in my list but I still need to find out. I need to reorganize my life and sort some things. But here's few things on my list:
1. Work - I need to go back to work. Oh yeah I forgot, I am currently employed slash unemployed. I don't know if I can still make up for the wrong impression that I made to my boss. I honestly need to get my feet back and win more money. I am ready to start a better 2013 by going back to work and stop being lazy. Time is ticking and my baby's not getting any younger. I wanted to do something I love, something related to fashion, or travelling. I don't know if I can still find one. Anyways, I'm not sure if I'll still continue this homebased job that I signed up for, but the position I want is the Executive Assistant not just a researcher/transcriptionist/on-call/standby. I have plans for the company and I am willing to help the CEO but onset, I made a wrong impression. I screw up bigtime and it's because the work is kinda demanding, and as much as possible I should be available 24/7 but right now, it's pretty hard because first, no one can take care of my baby. Honestly, I am in dire need of a nanny, and my mom said the pastor is helping us to find one but still the person is undecided whether she will pursue or not. I can't go back to work unless someone is willing to take care of my baby while I'm working and that is why time is the number one rivalry of my present work. I don't know if I'm going to pursue with this but I'll still pray for it. *crossing my fingers
2. Save - It's a must! Like what I said, my baby's not getting any younger. His needs and demands have gradually increased and as much as possible, I want to give him if not everything at least I can provide all his needs and few of his wants. I still want to discipline him and train him the value and essence of money. That in every demand, he needs to work hard for it so that he can have it. I need to save for the rainy days and in case of emergency scenarios (we can never tell). I badly need to start saving for my baby's future. So SAVE is my number 2 priority because how can I save if I don't have a work? Ayt?
3. Learn something new. May it be learning a new sport, learning how to drive a motorcycle or a car or perhaps learning a new language. I want to make 2013 a fun and a learning year. I wanted to get rid of those old habits and start fresh. I wanted to prove myself that I am still capable of learning something new no matter how challenging it is. I'm still thinking but what I have in mind is learning how to drive a motorcycle and a car. Any suggestions?
4. Read, read, read! - Reading is beneficial to everyone. Just by reading, you get to learn a new word/vocabulary, broaden your knowledge and helps you entertain during one-of-those-lazy-moments-when-all-you-want-to-do-is-just-sit-down-and-read-a-good-book. I tell you, reading isn't just something, reading brings you to different places, let's you imagine things you've never thought would exist, fantasize and pretend a role as if you are part of the story being told. I have read a few books but even up to now, I haven't finished reading it. So I hope this time, I get to finished what I started.
5.Re-organize and plan my future. Right now, I can say that I need to pick myself up. I've been a constant mess the entire year and I want to straighten things and act mature. I need to organize and learn to prioritize what needs to be prioritized. I need to get things done in a timely manner, I need to get my feet back and be in good shape. Plan, plan, plan! I need to make it work! I need to achieve what I have planned in the first place. I need to start now and not wait for next year or the year after next, I need to act now!! Now is the time. (let's see) =)
So these are the few of the major things that I need to accomplish. You think I would be able to achieve all of it? That is a big question mark but the answer always depends on me. It's up to me whether I should act now or later. I need to challenge myself that I can make it. I know I can make it, positive thinking. So here's to all: my prayers for a better 2013 and a thankful 2012. Wish me more than luck! =)
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! Cheers!